I have learnt how to be alone, I am afraid I am becoming too good at it.
I am afraid I will become too self sufficient and not need another.
I am afraid I will spend the rest of my life alone.
I am afraid I will not meet my soulmate.
I am afraid I have taken other people’s heartbreak and made it my own.
I am afraid I will not be able to trust.
I am afraid I have learnt survival but hardened my heart.
Love is stuff of magic!
I don’t believe in magic anymore.
Love is being vulnerable, and I am afraid to show my cards first.
Wait a minute,
Love is surrender, and there is no fear in surrender.
There is no fear in surrender!
All that I am afraid of, I choose to replace with love and compassion.
Being alone doesn’t mean looking out and judging.
It means looking in and healing.
Letting go of the hurt and regrets.
Learning to love yourself unconditionally!
I have done that.
So now I wait….