Cleanse

I am real lover; when I love I sink my teeth, flesh and soul at the subject of my love. I am a real sucker for love and being loved in return. In the not so distant past I would chase and chase the poor soul I was in love with, in an attempt to show them I indeed worth it. That’s was the past though.

I am on a people cleanse

I am letting go of the friendships that don’t inspire me anymore

I am letting go of the friendships that leave me feeling drained

I am letting go of the takers just because it’s given

I am walking away from forced and deceitful friends

I am letting go of the soul ties that don’t serve me

I am letting go of the soulmates that don’t give me space to breath

I am letting go of the guitarists that play on my mind strings to get what they want

I am setting free the wounded lovers who won’t admit they are wounded and get help

I am letting go of the lovers who won’t rise to the podium and meet my soul

I am letting go of the lovers that want me change

I am letting go of the lovers that have been forcing me to audition for their affections

I am letting go of the broken lovers

I am letting go of the past lovers that live in and plan in the past

I am on a cleanse

I am starving my body the comforts of the familiar

I am starving my mind of the drama it so enjoys

I am serving my soul love

I am feeding my soul authenticity

I am feeding my soul me!

rachel

Reflections: perhaps the most painful and truest thing I’ve written in a while. This year has forced me to evaluate my self awareness. Some moments not so nice and very painful but I am the better for it. It taught me to stand for what I believe in and to listen to my emotions. I can’t say I always listen but I’ve come to realize; you can run and hide all you want but you will never outrun yourself!

Friendships died and lovers were lost in the process but to meet my other soulmates; it was necessary

rachel

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